If last week was about softness, this one is about restraint.
Not emotional absence — but the pressure to hold back what’s most true, most unruly, most you.
This week’s double feature takes us from a 1930s Prussian boarding school to a nearly empty stage in modern-day America.
Two very different times, two very different cultures — but one shared tension:
What does it cost to keep performing when your spirit wants to break character?
🎞️ This Week’s Films:
🎓 Mädchen in Uniform
Directed by Leontine Sagan, Carl Froelich / 1931 / 88 min / Germany / Blu-ray
Made by a mostly female cast and crew at the edge of Germany’s Weimar era, Mädchen in Uniform follows a teenage girl at a strict all-girls boarding school who falls in love with one of her teachers. A landmark in early queer cinema and a meditation on repression, affection, and quiet rebellion — filmed with haunting stillness.
Where to watch: Available to stream on Kino Film Collection, and Hoopla. Also available for purchase on Amazon.
🎭 Barrymore
Directed by Érik Canuel / 2011 / 83 mins / Canada / DVD
Christopher Plummer is set to deliver a theatrical powerhouse performance as the once-great John Barrymore, rehearsing for a revival of Richard III while reckoning with the ruins of fame, family, and alcohol. Adapted from the stage play, it’s a one-man reflection on memory, decline, and the loneliness of legacy.
Where to watch: Available to stream on Tubi TV, and Hoopla. Also available to purchase/rent on Amazon and YouTube.
🧠 Why These Two?
Both films revolve around people caught between who they are and who the world demands them to be.
In Mädchen, it’s an adolescent trying to express tenderness in a system built to suppress it.
In Barrymore, it’s a performer grappling with how long he’s been suppressing himself for the sake of applause.
They’re both about what we say when we’re finally alone — and what happens when silence becomes more truthful than performance.
🎬 FILMS FRAMEWORK PROMPTS
Use these five questions as a lens for reflection while you watch — or revisit them after.
F – Foundations
What emotional tension is revealed in the first 10 minutes?
I – Imagery
How does space — open or confined — shape the characters’ inner lives?
L – Layered Storytelling
What deeper narrative is hiding beneath the surface action or dialogue?
M – Motion
What rhythms feel theatrical or internalized — and how do they affect tone?
S – Subtext
What is being said without words — and what does silence mean in each film?
If you’re watching along, I’d love to know what stood out to you.
Which film moved you more?
What stayed with you after the credits?
We’re two weeks in, and every shelf still holds a surprise.
Until next Sunday!
See you in the shelves.
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